fuck you. period.
you arrived on a wrong day.

of all days, ii got to oversleep today. no. ii shouldnt even oversleep.
and of all days, you got to screw me on the day my boyf doesnt gives me wake up call.

you screw my mood up.
you make me mad out of random, you make me emo.
you screw my diet up.
you make me eat instant & still feel hungry. ARGH.

you gave me one weird tutor today, who says ii am under-performing.
which totally demoralise me.
ii really shouldnt be a scholar. even good grades become bad, for so long it isnt 3.9. fuck.

you gave me cramps.

boyf isnt buying me (warm) soya bean.
And for whatever reason, ii am feeling down & tired & all.

now,
my only consolation is that, dad's picking me off work.
& mum was talking to me about granting me COMPLETE freedom. (:
& giving me an ipod touch! WOO! :D :D

having an 8-5 day tmr really isnt motivating.
And for boyf, 10am-10pm lesson. goodluck (like it helps)! -_-"
ii will wait for you at home ok (unless ii am going out)! (: (:

And,
it's holy crapp that ii am left with 20bucks till payday.
ii spend 50-70% of all my money on cab. cabbing becomes habit again. fuck.
ii dont know how ii spend my money, really.
ii havent been eating a lot, but my money is depleting like mad.

kind souls, please? POSB SAVINGS 209-23979-5. :D :D
LOL.

am feeling better now! :D
till work end & home & goodnights! :D