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rant @ Saturday, February 27, 2010 12:42 AM hello! ii am back, but exams arent over. BOO!
rant @ Friday, February 19, 2010 3:39 PM ii realise what become of blogger when ii stay at home.
rant @ 1:54 PM ii know that right from the start, ii was never wrong. my predictions & my conjectures were correct. you shouldnt have reassured me they were wrong, because ii fucking know ii am correct. so now, because ii believed those "reassurances", ii got to be bloody hurt, by acts of your irresponsibility. you are just another crapp piece of shit that got what you wanted, & in the process, sacrifice friendships, love & relationships, & left. you materialistic fool. this is the final straw. this is the final straw. dont blame me for whatever that ii will do now, because you fucking caused it. yes, ii'd rather hurt than to feel nothing at all~ rant @ 12:25 AM hello earthlings. :D :D random shots & neoprint. (: (:
C-for-Clinic after which. :D :D jw’s long island (: darling-l’s mojito blah blah blah. (: & mine. (: (: before cabbing home with darling girl at ii-dont-rmb-what-time. –.-"
goodnights! rant @ Tuesday, February 16, 2010 1:44 AM blog song updated. Picture perfect memories, Scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk, And I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now. - Need You Now, Lady Antebellum no valentine day post. no valentine day date. it was a day to be spent with someone special & dear & close @heart. ii held on to a hopeless glimpse of hope. ii pushed away every date. ii must have been disappointing. ii am clearly a loser. FML. rant @ Saturday, February 13, 2010 2:16 AM
rant @ 2:07 AM dear god, ii have sinned. ii know ii have been real bitchy at times, immature & childish. sometimes, arrogant & mean. demoralizing people around me, esp. donnie, for ii dont know why. ii know ii haven't been behaving. ii know ii haven't been studying hard. ii know ii have been skipping school. but please hear me out: PLEASE SAVE GEORGIANA & HER GRADES!! dear god, have you heard my prayers tonight? rant @ Wednesday, February 10, 2010 7:39 PM hello! ALL PROJECTS CLEARED! wee~ And bloody hell? ii was looking at my credit card spending + bank a/c etc. ii spend $1400plus is holyy 3 weeks. WHAT THE FUCK. (and to think ii am ordering another 3dresses online now) ii am breaking personal records time & again. crapp. And what's worst is, ii will be away for 2weeks this march holidays. ii will be away during ITshow. --> NO QUICK MONEY. ii need more more jobs please! Bought my new phone on sundayyy! loves it, minus the random windows issue. ohyes, it's Xperia X2. pictures will be up soon, as soon as ii get my pink camera back from "pink helmet" boy. (: Has reunion dinner over lunch with clique yesterday & it was mad awesome. pictures are up on facebook, and will be on this space soon (ii hope). Did my haircut with kason @twister earlier this afternoon. mad love my fringe! (: (: it's short short short, but it isnt bangs. (: now, ii need to think of how to earn more moolahs. now, ii need to find the discipline to mug for UCCdpaper on friday. mainicure/pedicure session with beloved mummy on friday night! facial session with beloved mummy on saturday! ii love mummy/daughter sessions together! :D :D rant @ Sunday, February 7, 2010 12:37 PM hello. 2things: 1. ii shall not reply tags that has an indecent standard of english from outsiders/strangers. 2. ii shall not reply tags that has got to make me lower my standard & perspective to understand your so-called "english language". let's analyze & see if ii am able to help someone amend his language. indecent sub-standard english (1): "Get a life *****. Stop harrasing pple. U have yur life. live it yur way. dun be such a ***** that is so busybody to comment on how pple live their lives. GET IT INTO YUR BRAIN DUMBASS." errors (1): spelling mistakes: "harrasing" should be spelled as "harassing" "yur" should be spelled as "your" this sentence has serious language structuring issues: "dun be such a ***** that is so busybody to comment on how pple live their lives." indecent sub-standard english (2): "THE POST IS WRITTEN BY BRIAN AKA SIAO KIA." the person who blogs write a POST. you do not have access to my password, how did you write a POST? -_-" when you posted a tag on my tag board, it is called a TAG, not a POST. get your facts clear first. opps. ii think it is more of not knowing how to differentiate between both TAG and POST. stop making yourself a laughing stock. complete joke. as such, unless you are my friend, or ii look upon you as a friend, all other tags ii deem nonsensical would be removed. back to law report now. due tomorrow. thank you baby-s lawyer daddy who is willing to check the law report for us. (: (: rant @ Saturday, February 6, 2010 5:54 PM hello. goodbye crystal baby. you just turned 4months old. rant @ 12:15 PM TO THE MOST IMPORTANT MAN OF MY LIFE, HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY! ii have been so busy that ii actually forgotten it's your b'day! but still. thank you. because without you, there wont be the me today. you are always here, and a call away. you are my knight in shining armor. you did all my primary school homework for me. you did all my art pieces in secondary school. you send me to college everyday when ii was back at temasek jc. you send me to campus (now) each day ii have morning lessons. you are just a call away, when ii needed to get home quick to rest. you were aware ii skipped lessons, since long ago. you never scolded me for skipping lessons. you were proud of me when ii got solid 6points for Olevels. you constantly reassure me of my intelligence. you always say "as long as ii have tried my best" each & every time ii didnt do well. you never scolded me; when one fine day, ii return home saying ii want to quit college you never objected. you asked about my next step. you gave me the confident that ii am not making the wrong choice. when ii was awarded scholarships in poly you were clearly happy that ii am doing well. ii love the way you didnt have to worry about me, & the way you never asked about my results, assuming that it's full A's. you always asked if ii have enough to spend especially since one year back that ii stop taking allowance. you always give priority to me when deciding where & what to eat. ii always get to eat what ii want. when ii said ii wanted a new camera (T90) you bought it for me the next day. ii always get what ii want. you never ever trash my confidence. you never put me down. ii am glad ii have an awesome dad, & a family that brought love & warmth into my life. ii love you, dad. thank you. rant @ 10:40 AM hello people! read my tagboard! ohmygod. it's amazing. previous post has absolutely nothing to do with anyone, as stated clearly & explicitly under disclaimer. but well, let me clarify it once again. the incident on the previous post has absolutely nothing to do with me at all. HAH! ii was randomly blog-hopping on the internet, & came across posts that kept me thinking, & when ii think ii felt an urge to write, so that's how it pops out. but apparently, people who read that post are somewhat infuriated by my post. ok, only one people. at least one who has over-reacted, & acted in his/her defence. so dude, here's what you can do, continue reading and piss your life off, or hit the close button. (: ii am living in a democractic nation where freedom of speech exist. ii am not living in uncle kim's nation (should you not know where it is, it's North Korea). further to what ii have said, ii was not referring to anyone. it was ENTIRELY MY PERSONAL OPINION & ANALYSIS, WHICH YOU CAN, OR NOT AGREE ON. should any similar incident occuring under your name, or ip address, a police report will be lodged. ii will be able to sue you under defamation act (chapter 75). thank you. :D :D rant @ Thursday, February 4, 2010 12:34 AM *edited* hello earthling. this post was meant to be something like OpsCambodia bonding session. Or dinner @PanPacific, or loving my girlfriends & tooth fairy. Or supper & gathering. Or my pink helmet. But well, ii so came across a few blog posts, which makes me think quite a bit. And ii need to type type type. so yes, here it is. ii never understood honestly how stupid people can get. really. stating a scenario, say a stranger said "ii saw your mum with another man", will you, or will you not believe him/her? if you do, den you are stupid. retardedly stupid. den now, it doesn't matter if you are a scholar, or a full A's, because it clearly shows your inability to think critically, nor your ability to analyze. and you probably don't know how filthy this world is. oblivious. because on earth, people back stab one another for his/her own benefit, or so, to put the other party in a detrimental situation/position. back to the scenario. say this stranger never like your mum all along, or maybe had a fight w/ her. one fine day, he came across your facebook. probably added you on facebook, & you clearly will accept all your friend requests. know your blog. followed closely with your updates on blog & facebook. read the past post, & knew all that was happening. added you on msn, because your fucking email can be found in either your facebook or blog (like, DUH!). crafted a story. saying he saw your mum out behaving intimately with another guy. you believed him. you quarrelled w/ mum, & defamed her on your blog. everyone reads about it, honestly think it's your mummy wrong. But NO, probably mum's really innocent. because it was a story. ii have learnt how to craft perfect stories in primary school. it was amazingly easy. to play mind games, just so to affect people psychologically. and so, ii never completely believe in stories. ii take them into consideration. :D :D ii am glad ii felt smarter than someone so, please tell me: WHY ARE PEOPLE SOMETIMES SO AMAZING STUPID?! havent mum teaches you how not to believe the words of strangers? when ii am a kid, my mum does that all day long, constantly reminding me not to open doors to strangers & stuff. HAH. disclaimer: no name are mentioned; ii am not pin-pointing at any particular person. everything above shall be completely my personal opinion, my analysis, which you can or not be agreed on. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ok that aside. ii have a broken nail, just one week before manicure. nice. nail extension. looks like ii didn't have a choice. ii felt dumb getting a 'M' size skirt online, honestly. it's so loose now, no wait, ii cant even hold it at my hip. ii have been doing too much shopping. 500bucks in 2 weeks is so not funny. 5 new dresses. 1 skirt. 5 tops. shorts. heels. make-up. FML. ii am gonna bid goodbye to 4months old LG crystal. getting a SE Satio or Xperia X2. WHICH? ii shall remove those french nails now & sleep. shall not think too much about what has happened today. ii have a nightmare last night. ii was shot in my chest, and now ii am glad ii woke up still alive. super L-O-L. goodnights earthlings. |