my life's lil' pleasures
smile the way ii should, & cry the way ii want (:

And so, ii finally have some time off from the bustling city
cuddling on my bed, hugging my bloster & blogging (:

my life last week was BUSY.
3jobs, 1 week.
georgiana gotta be a super woman. (:
as GSA marked an end, at the same time, ii was working for Toyrific (:
they were having a learning safari "event" at hougang mall.
And so, ii was working dere.
er no, ii mean slacking most of the time (:
And so, this is my last week's schedule! (:

working with lee, farid & his wife was great.
ii think ii've been pretty lucky to meet nice people at work. (:
lee treated me just like his daughter, doing most of the work
keep asking me to sit down, & ask if ii was hungry.
haha!
And he bought lunch & dinner everyday for me, without fail!
so in turn, ii buy coffee for him every morning. (:

this man here, in his late 30s or early 40s
is the overall-in-charge for the fair
And ii have learnt a lot a lot from him. (:
ii learnt to look at life from a different perspective
learnt to be more optimistic ii think (:

he isnt exactly a happy man, though he appear to be.
ii learn about his life, tell me his mistakes & his regrets.
And ii felt super helpess, ii cant seem to do anything
but to feel sad, & sympathize with him.

"how can it be possible?", ii always thought
that his happy-go-lucky front is just nothing but a facade
den in this world, how many millions of people are putting on a mask
a flawless facade, so close to reality?

ii wonder how fragile relationships can get?
And how love & hatred are just a line apart.

ii wonder how money issues force people to dead end
And how realistic this pathetic world is.

ii wanna cherish people around me.
ii learnt how lucky ii'm, to be loved by many.
ii wanna dine with my parents more often, talk to them.
to date, ii havent seen nor talk to them for 2weeks.

ii still prefer my little fantasies. (:
ii still prefer to run away from this harsh reality.

yet again, ii ask myself,
"what's a relationship?"
"what's people known as love?"
"how do we define happy?" &
"how fragile is my relationship?"
they leave me deep in thoughts.

few pictures to bring you away from this emo post.
smile! life's all about lighting up the lives of others!

will blog 'bout lee's chalet, & my trip to marina barrage soon!

gonna meet wanyi later before work, ii think! (:

And sarahbaby as well as my brothers next week! (: