when life gets too complicated
stop a moment, get a breathing space
ii need it more den anyone..
ii'm so complicated.
ii just wanna write. ii almost can stand it no more.
there are so many implicit feelings that ii'm experiencing,
none can be expressed in words.
no one to share with. not willing to share with anyone.
ii just wanna write to feel better.
my report has yet to be done. ii'm lacking the discipline.
ii hope you can understand.
my stand. my plight. my feeling. my character.
for now, should experience life alone.
ii know dere's you. but ii'm nvr confident you'll be here. never sure.
it's a different feeling all over again.
no longer a matter of love.
you tell me, show me something.
ii felt the difference.
you cant bear to, maybe a lil' like me.
of course, ii'm fine w/ it. ii understand. (:
go lead your life.
ii dont know how to address you, but yes, you.
take care.
for now, god, ii want a moment of peace.
ii want nothing.
ii dont want quarrel. ii just need some understanding.
it's okie if dere is no one.
ii just need a moment of peace.
rearrange my feelings & get on with life.
leaving all to fate, ii always believe in it.
if we're meant to be, we'll be. (:
it takes two who believe in love to create a fairytale
ii believe in love, who's the other half?
busy.busy.busy.
so many things happened again.
yet to tell sarahbaby, and sarahbaby will be damn shocked.
too many things have taken place, and ii'm hell tired.
both physically & mentally.
ii've got so little time to blog.
gonna record them all here toniite, maybe tomorrow niite..
from drinking session last friday to today.
if ii dont blog toniite, tomorrow, ii'll have another event to blog about.
great, well done.
friday: drinking session with sarahbaby, linda darling, and group.
saturday: mahjong session stella's place
sunday: out w/ shaun to get his phone done & movie. *quarrelled*(both sides)
monday: *disaster*(both sides)
tuesday: upset, but thnks. someone tell me wanna chase my niitemare away (:
wednesday: upset, but thnks. someone is here for me. (:
thursday (now): out with jeremy to town. *damn broke*
friday (tmr): meeting up w/ owen bro, jiahui, maybe yihao & quanli mob, & amanda-going to museum *weird, so not georgiana*
gonna tidy up, make-up & out!
thank you for doing so much to make me smile.
when will dat someone come take me away??
when it's the end of exams
georgiana is a happy girl
IT'S HOLIDAYS!
today mark the end of MST! woots!
And econs paper today is BAD!! (not so actually)
it's bad because the stupidity in me acted up during the paper
when ii forget the formula to calculate damn CPI!
And there goes my A. fuck!
ii'm so so sad. :(
someone buy me ice-cream(chocolate flavour) please!
ii'll be happier. :)
AND II BID GOODBYE TO THESE!
went to century square to get my eyebrow trimmed.
And had lunched with boiiboii at central hongkong cafe.
damn! he make me pay for EVERYTHING!
anyway, ii bought a skirt from osmose. :)
white colour.
ii wanted black, budden the lady say dont have xs le. :(
no choice, the only xs left is white.
but still, it's pretty lahs!
ii'm going out with sarahbaby & linda darling toniite!
girls' niite out! woots! ii'm getting all so excited!
BUT.. my account left 13 bucks eh.
eh.. who wanna buy cigarettes?
ii can use nets at 7-11. :)
AND, now, it's medicine time.
sick. sick. sick. :(

the monster hidden beneath me
the angel that disguise my identity
ii'm sick. today's PACC paper. And ii'm gonna miss the paper :(
this is bad, cux' ii've completed 95% of mugging on PACC already.
fever, headache, flu, everything coming to me all at once.
And the damn headache is making me wanna puke. :(
*disgusted*
riite, it's MST week.
And on tuesday, ii went for mahjong session at stella's place.
And ytd, ii went to town with sarahbaby & linda darling
for GUCCI sales!
And look at the bags of things the 2girls bought:
*envy*
ii didnt feel sick ytd. at all.
maybe a lil' when ii was keeping quiet the whole time.
but ii thought it was more of cux' of what ii remebered and stuff
that got me affected a lil'
but come to think of it, maybe it's cux ' ii'm sick.
anyway, ii dont think ii will wanna buy a GUCCI wallet already.
ii still cant seem to forget whatever that has happened.
everything still flash pass me so vividly.
it's too scary, ii cried so hard.
ii wish ii was richer by just a lil bit). :)
anything will be better than 20dollars cash and 30dollars net in my account.
niitemare niitemare, please go away..