ii wonder what's wrong with the both of us today.
you asked me if you are the guy ii want, & have ii found the right guy.
you asked me if ii am very happy w/ you.
you said, answer you really seriously & honestly.
because ii think each & everytime ii just joked about it.

now ii say.
ii asked myself once, twice, thrice. & ii dont know if you are the right guy, or the guy ii want.

ii came into this relationship knowing that both of us would have an awesome future together; knowing that ii found the guy who would do almost everything with me; & wouldn't argue with me; who would compromise & give in.

ii met someone who brings an umbrella to my workplace because it is raining.
ii met someone who brought me breakfast, when ii said ii was hungry at 3.30am.
ii met someone who never fails to make me wait.
ii met someone who will so definitely send me home each & everytime.

whether ii am very happy or not,
ii admit ii still do get upset & all over you-know-what, sometimes, maybe most of the times. ii argue with you when ii am in a bad mood, ii cry & every little piece of shit.

but most of the times, ii really am so so so goddamn bloody contented.
because ii have you, who always try to make me smile & laugh over the silliest thing possible.

baby, then what's more can ii ask for now?
but to say, thank you & ii <3 you.