RESULTS ARE OUT LATER!
ii am so screwed.
ii have a feeling no more 3.8 this semester, which is badd. ): ):

this semester;
too many things have happened, & ii am way too distracted.
significant people have joined & left, leaving me w/ an impact so huge that it feels so difficult to digest & absorb.

so conclusion: no 3.8 for GPA; bad grades
(equivalent to ii am screwed; or rather ii face the threat of being out of scholar programme)
): ):

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whatever that ii am doing now.
benefits me, you, him, her. everyone.
probably the only way & the only choice, such that all of us can move on with the next phase of our lives.

my eyes are so sore now.
ii havent been sleeping well at all. nightmares really aren't funny.
ii woke up feeling scared & crying, & it's taking away ALL my sleep. ):

spending the entire night out yesterday was great.
ii didnt have to try to tire myself out.
and coming home this morning, ii could fall asleep so easily. (:
but 4hours of sleep everyday isnt doing me any good!
cant sleep for long thou', ii will have nightmares! ): ):

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it felt like you are the knight in shining armor, rescuing the damsel in distress. (: