ii have removed the blog post.
ii am letting it go, ii am moving on. dat's it.

true enough, ii felt really horrible this morning, maybe even now.
but probably, a lot better now.

ii came back, knowing what ii want.
to let go, & take you as a friend.
but it is really harder than ii thought it is.
when the truth hit right in my face, ii felt like running away.
back to the orphanage, when ii did not have to face all these shit.
boy, you know it, that feeling.

but for as long as you are happy,
ii respect your choice, respect you.
ii wish you all the best. be a happy guy. (:


And,
thank you for all the messages sent to me this morning, asking me if ii am fine, & alright. telling me everything is fine, & finding ways to cheer me up. it was pretty stunting how you people come onto this space so quickly. but yes, thanks! georgiana is thankful & grateful. :D

thank you for coming down east to find me this morning.
thank you for giving me the hug ii needed so ever much.
thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on.
thank you for constantly giving me the attention, just so to check if ii am fine.
thank you for sending me home, when you know ii was running a fever.

ii am really thankful that you are here each & every time ii needed you.
thank you, till 44 movie stubs.

status: fever, 38.3degree celsius.