GUESS WHO IS MY DATE FOR MY B'DAY?!


ii am nineteen & three days today. lol.
ii went on a date on my birthday! :D something which ii havent done in 27billion years!


so yes, on 27th sept, ii turn nineteen!
mr. date picked me up at my place. before we head down to Vivocity to get movie tickets. got movie tickets for "Accident" after dinnertime. And kukuhead drove into Sentosa to make a U-turn. lousy means lousy. no room for excuse. -_-"



dat's what ii wore out for the date!






And a tiny weeny bit of cam-whoring before ii set off. :D


dinner was over at this place with pretty ambience, nice music & friendly staff. had a mixture of western, spanish & italian food for dinner. involves a lil' bit of fine dining, & dining etiquette, which ii havent done so in the longest time possible. totally. And ii got to admit, ii hadnt come across quite a bit of 'the food in my life! BOO!

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our food:

so now now, are you wondering who is my date?!

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TADAH!
And he is my date! :D :D
this is the third year he is celebrating my birthday with me. *happy*



And this is us together! :D



check out my jacket! ii super love it now!!



after dinner, which ended at 9.30pm, we are supposed to go watch movie right! guess what, dinner ended at 9.30pm at ION Orchard, & movie supposed to start at 9.20pm at VivoCity?!


miss the movie lahs! -_-"


went down to amgmokio hub to fetch jackson's mum back home before we head down to changi beach. look @aeroplanes & count the stars. :D

And he officially wished me happy birthday on 2359. (:
simple nineteenth birthday, but yet ii felt that it was much better than the many birthday celebrations ii have had, in particularly my eighteenth birthday.

mr. date also got me a pillow, which ii msn about previously. –_-" as well as a bear ii wanted previously. And 2 NUM tops, adding on to my NUM collection. :D so now ii have got 6 tops from NUM, short of scooby-doo to complete the collection. :D And a bouquet of bear, which makes it the 3rd one ii have received from him ii think. *smiles*

thank you, mr. date. (: (:

ii turned nineteen & one day old today.
still not getting used to being nineteen.

dat aside.
anw, ii wanna say a big thank you to all of you. :D

those who wished me before the actual day:
roger (who probably dont know when is the exact day), owen brother (who wished me before he left for sri lanka)

those who sms-ed me:
sarahbaby, deerick, alvin, hanley cabbage, zeke, cheese, jiahao, don, chunhow, jeremy, ahlee, kaiwen, royston, andre, yangyu (who sms-ed me at 2359 & officially the last to wished me), linda darling :D

those who fb-ed me:
alvin lee, weiye, wanling, shaojie, danielle, adrian, shafiq, gerard, shazlin, huiyi, zhiyu, yasuo, derek, shengye DGG, huiying, lianghao, shiela, ziming, hanley, lindy, charlene, alvin kho, zhining, jiawei. :D

And kaiwen, for ringing me up to personally wish me a "happy birthday"

And the one who tag, though ii have no idea who you are, but thanks. (:

And my date of the day, for wishing me personally the very minute before midnight strikes. :D

a big thank you to each & everyone!
*hugs & kisses*

ii am nineteen. for good.
this is bad. ii am old, really old now.
nah, ii will still tell people ii am eighteen. (: (:

2things.
first, congratulations to jackson on getting his driving license!
first car: WRX
first passenger: me! (minus gaotong! BOO!)
ii seriously feel damn scared can! you have no idea how ii was telling myself "ii havent turn nineteen yet (26th sept), ii havent earn my first million, ii dont wanna die so early!" haha!
so anw, CONGRATS!

second, happy birthday, me! (: (:
ii went on a date on my birthday. (: (:
will blog about it soon, again. (: (:

goodnights world!
thank you people for the best wishes sent, via a call, a message, or fb. :D
love y’all. (check out the bear! –> my nineteenth birthday gift) :D

happy. happy. happy. :D
ii had an enjoyable weekend. & plentiful of rest. :D
ii had a tuesday which was spent lazing at home.
ii had a wednesday playing msn games & waiting for results.
ii had a wednesday receiving ii-can-accept results. :D

makes me happy.

hello!
the reason why ii am here, is because:
1. ii am gonna be absent from this space for the next 4-5days.
2. ii am mad happy tonight. :D
3. ii am mad bored @work!

haha! anyway, the previous post is totally for beloved sabrina!
ii always feel damn happy talking to her can!

sabrina piitch & ii were in the same class in sec one.
we started talking to each other in sec two.
we become madly in love, along with vanda, in sec three.

@the age of 19 today, we are still, nonetheless, madly in love!
haha!

ii am mad hyped up. yes, ii know!

anw, ii am having a shopping list on my hand lahs. of which, 80% are un-attainable due to financial constrains. -_-" but still. you know. :D

1. Sony T90 camera :D
2. Ipod Nano (the new one!) :D
3. A new handphone (which ii cant decide on which)!
4. A cardigan/jacket (to match my babycon dress)!
5. New haivanas slippers (the one newly launched) :D
6. A dress? (but ii still got 3 new ones unworn) ):
7. Ferragamo Perfume: Incanto Heaven
8. Dior mascara
9. Foundation from FaceShop (er. idk, still thinking)
10. Haircut/Hair Dye/Hair Treatment (ii have been saying that since forever, and still not done. -_-")

so look, ii got so many things ii want to buy & have been saying it for really long. but ii always spend away all my money, w/o knowing where the money goes to. like wtf? And people always end up saying "you said that before already, but you havent buy yet." ): ):

no picture. ii havent taken a picture prolly since aug 23rd.
zeke, last have the honour, to take a picture of me. -_-"
feel honoured, zeke! (:

you know, someone (and you know exactly who it is) used to do a lot of nice things for you, but what have they done for you lately? If it takes you more than five minutes to think of the last time the thought of you-know-who brought you a genuine moment of pleasure, perhaps it's time to rethink your relationship. Is this a situation that can be changed? Is it one you even want to change? - yahoo horoscope: libra

thanks jon.
And the 7 running conversations (you all will know who you're)
:D

am eating ben & jerry's: choco chip cookie dough.
even ice-cream taste bitter tonight.

e.m.o

cant seemed to find any reason for the current state of depression ii am in now. ii have a fair share of life today. not awesome, but good enough. work was, as usual, boring. dinner was over at alan's, where his girlfriend has prepared steamboat & all. mini b'day dinner ii supposed.

yesterday was spent, er. doing shit work. but ii, too, have a fair share of fun. met up with (zhaohua, mohheng, nat, ahdi, weilong, jackson etc).

so this is prolly the reason why ii cant find a reason for the state of depression ii am in. did a lil' reflection on both days, couldnt find any practical reasons. but probably, ii may know why.

cant write it out explicitly. i dont know how. but ii feel, my life is messed up. maybe it has never been proper, since the day ii graduated from dunman; since ii started working with henry; since ii started the r/s 3years back. whatever it is, its dat period of time. life is missing something, & ii dont know what that thing is. but yes, ii feel empty. hollow. ii get this tinge of melancholy once in a while. weird me.

life feels incomplete. ii am not prepared for life.
(ii swear te person who msn/sms me "ii complete your life" & anything along this shit, ii am gonna block you!!)