immaturity for guys. still immature at fifteen.
den what can a eighteen-year-old do?

ii am damn pissed. fuck.
ok. wait, do you think 700dollars for a handphone bill

is a lil' too lil'?
Or do you think your parents own a bank?
when can you ever be mature enough to THINK?
Or you're born without a brain?

ii was reading peggy's blog

regarding the dispute the sisters have.
And now, ii think ii really empathize with her. totally.
And now ii know, it's not that people wanna boast bout what they've done.
but, it's cux, it's so fucking unfair.
at times, we deserve some credits, dont we?

Right, and my brother is exactly the same.
His handphone bill reached a shocking 700bucks!
And who pay for his bills. my mummy & daddy.
And because my parents are paying, he doesnt fucking feel the pain.

But, ii felt the pain. totally.
Because ii'm fucking paying my own bills.
fucking spending my own money.

how can one person send a total of 12,000 sms in a month?
which means is on a average of 400 a day??

ii wanted to ask him to use prepaid.
because my parents dont own a bank.
as much as ii've my commitments, dey've got endless stack bills too.

And you still fucking has the guts to say this

in front of all of us.
"this is not your problem, you shut up!"
"ii can take $700 and throw at mummy's face!"

do you even at the least understand?
do you even at the least know this isnt the way to spend money?
especially since, IT'S NOT YOUR MONEY.
your allowance is fucking more than enough

for a pathetic sec3 kid.

instead of helping financially, you're nothing

but a complete burden.
it's such a disgrace to say now, that ii've got a brother.

ii dont understand how dad & mum can think so lightly.
dey think you'll realize your mistake ONE DAY.
10months later, dey would have spend $7,000 on your bill OK!
to think, this has been going on for half a year with an avg of $300/mth.

if you're gonna take all that you've for granted
ii am never gonna spend hundreds of dollars on you again.
because you cannot fucking appreciate.

since dont know when, ii bought you almost everything.
from your cap, to your clothes, to your slippers, to jackets, to bags.
yet, as a sister, ii dont even have the simplest right to reprimand you.

ii'm serious damn pissed.
fuck.