ii ask myself toniite: what is the true meaning of love?
ii ask myself toniite: what does it mean by being in a r/s?
ii ask myself toniite: how does it feel to be loved?
every little things ii do, dere is a reason, including why ii didnt wanna patch things up. every little things ii do, sometime it hurts so badly ii wanna find a hole & simply hide in dere for life. every little things ii do is merely outta concern, for you. be it asking you to return me a call, or asking you to be careful; but it's never appreciated.
ii ask myself how certain ii'm, ii couldnt answer. dat's why ii want no committment. every word of yours, every dream you have, every promise you give; ii hear & ii share. in this pathetic world, it's a pity things arent dat simple. if it was simple, maybe today, ii'll live in a castle, happily ever after.
every good thing you've done for me, ii remember, & deep down inside, ii appreciate. words of appreciation need not be shown in action, isnt it? at times, all ii wanted from you is surprises, or companion when ii needed so badly. yet again, why am ii requesting when you arent my anyone.
ii ask myself a million times: what do ii truely want - friendship, relationship or just strangers? ii just find it so hard to even draw a clear distinction between them; not when ii cant even define "relationship". ii'm suffocating, ii'm struggling, yet can you see it w/ your naked eyes?
it's all about falling in love accidentally..
romance isnt something you can see nor control, it's in your heart.
romance isnt sweet all the time, it turns sour; and it's full of obstacles.
take care, my friend.
