naive has been the term used on me, in the past & now
but ii still choose to believe in living happily ever after..
it was the usual casual chit-chat we always do in class..
so today ii asked sarahbaby
"sarahbaby, do you believe in happily ever after?"
sarah: "NO!, they dont exist"
next, ii asked linda darling
"linda, do you believe in happily ever after?"
linda: "of course not, unless it's the one ii love"
both my girlfriends' answers hovered somewhere around these lines..
And ii believed in happily ever after..
Was it that ii've read too much fairytales during my childhood years?
Or was it the influence of fictional love novels?
Or was it those classics that ii've read few years back?
till this very moment, ii still believe in my belief, even after all that occurred.
ii love being in my less realistic world, to be a little childish..
ii love my lil' world
where edward from "TWILIGHT" exist, & the overwhelming love he has for bella..
where gerry from "P.S I LOVE YOU" helps holly gets on w/ her life after his death..
ii love to indulge in my little fantasies..
sarah & linda think ii'm naive.
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ii've removed all the pictures taken with shaun from my handphone.
because we think almost the same way,
ii know, my beloved girlfriend, you've fallen for him. (:
ii know the things you are still hiding, a bit here & dere
because we think too alike.
those exact things ii'll hide if ii were you.
it's weird to have a girlfriend who thinks just like you.
you can predict what she's thinking. it's like having two minds.
haha!
ii decided to let it all go.
ii'm contented with my simple life now (:
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just home an hour ago..
ii've been returning home late this few weeks.
hais..
ii cant sleep toniite,again..
