but you never fail to leave my mind..


just got home from mahjong session at stella's place. And ii just lost money too!
And ii appear to be happy bout it? er.. okies. ii'm not.
And stop saying ii lose & other pple is paying for me, cux' ii fucking pay the money myself.
so please okies, ii can afford to shop, means i can afford to pay for my losses.
stop saying that, cux it's offensive.
AND II FUCKING PAY FOR IT MYSELF.


drop by plaza sing today to replace my crystals. some of it drop off.
And anyway, "lifetime" warranty (depending on how long ii can use this phone), so ii can just pluck out all the crystals & ask them to do back for me. ii damn jian.

went down w/ linda & we headed to xinwang hongkong cafe for lunch cum dinner or whatever you call that.


lesson today: boring.
And so ii did this using my laptop :)

back to yesterday. went to town w/ sarahbaby after school. And ii bought 3 tops & a sweater. And ii bling the sides of my phone as well. All in all, ii spend 'bout $170 bucks yesterday. And ii'm so freaking poor now.

had pizza hut for lunch. service as super duper bad. And we waited till bth, so we start camwhoring to attract attention. And of course get the attention we wanted lahs.

den the next suckiest thing is: they overcharge us, not by $1, but by $10. nvm. chill at TCC while waiting for my phone. :)

ii'm trying so hard to dont wanna contact you. yet some part of me still want you to contact me, automatically. ii've stop calling you & texting you ever since the series of events that occur since last sat. too many things happen, too little time to feel the pain. it has numb me, totally. now it becomes a habit to message you over msn. maybe at least ii wont see any reply. it's more consoling not seeing a reply, yet knowing that it's not you that dont wanna reply. 5mins ago, you've just called & we've just quarrelled. ii wanna talk to you nicely, yet ii cant. ii dint mean to quarrel w/ you, yet things werent making sense at all. a good talk, a pleasant one, dat's all that ii yearn for. ii dont want quarrels, they seriously suck. please take great care of yourself. when i thot by keeping a distance, ii would feel better; but this isnt the correct.

still, ii choose to keep a distance from you. maybe liddat, it'll be easier to erase you off my heart, but never from my memory. always..

will be going for amanda's concert tomorrow w/ owen brother, yihao brother, sarahbaby & linda darling, ALTOGETHER!

dey're still the best when ii'm down. :)