sir, coffee.tea.or me?
guys: hassle & trouble
(edited)
quite a bit of things happened from 12 mid-niite
till this particular moment.
but anyway, before anything & everything..
school was fine today. (slackiest day, of course!)
3 lectures to the end of school. :)
after econs lecture, the girls & ii head down to vivo to do a bit of shopping :)
ii am hunting for a pair of slippers, preferably white
return to school at about 3 to attend options streaming talk.
banking option? financial trading option?
anyway, ii'll most probably be going into financial trading with sarahbaby. :)
riite, but ii dunno if my interest lies dere, yet. :(:(
head home with yihao brother, eric, ivan, kimberly & sheryl.
right, ii think dere's still one more guy.
cant remember his name. nevermind 'bout that.
anyway, ii was saying quite a bit of stuff happened.
And this set me thinking on a few issues.
first thing: he called me at 1a.m this morning.
it's the call ii've been waiting for, & feared for.
he requested me to be happy.
right, if he wants it this way, ii'll conceal all emotions
ii'll reveal none.
ii'll only be happy. :)
(if this makes you feel better, ii'll.) *smiles*
next, sarahbaby just ended her 5 days old relationship.
it came so quickly, ii wasnt at all prepare for it.
but it set me thinking..
5 days relationship vs 22months relationship
all it took was 5 minutes to end it a 5 days relationship..
yet ii took 51 days & 1 major uneventful incident to let it go..
ii took me 1224hours OR 73440 minutes
to understand the definition of "break-up" & "letting it go"
And up till this moment, ii'm still reluctant to be defeated.
all it took was one word: immature, to end
for us, it took the presence of 2 innocent characters
so un-believe-able.
ii'm speechless.
anyway, sarahbaby looks fine on the surface.
yet ii felt that deep down inside her, it must not have felt good.
the "pain" always comes only when you're alone
(at least for me)
to sarahbaby:
no matter what happens, you still have got us
we'll love you always, for whoever you're
you're always so dear, so precious to us
this friendship doesnt come easy
in fact, many unfortunate stuff have happened
And it made me cherish you girls more
ii love y'all :)
on another hand, ii hope linda darling is doing well too.
we all know what's happening.
And same goes to linda darling, you still have got us to fall back on. :)
As for me, the pace of how fast things change everyday is scaring me away
this is such a scary place, a filthy world to be in
ii dont know how things will evolve for me tomorrow..
ixit true that ii'm the luckiest among them,
that ii've got shaun?
ixit true that ii'm the happiest?
(at least ii'm supposed to be, superficially)
today this ran through my mind:
comtemplating between ending it all or clinging on.
too many things. too little time.
stressed up.
you gave me too many assuances
ii gave you none, at all
are you sure you made a right choice to stay with me?
P.S: georgiana is NOT happy today.
P.P.S: guys - hassle & trouble.
P.P.P.S: ii'm craving for mc spicy double now.
ii want to remove one patty
and savour it bit by bit, with curry sauce.
it reminds me of him, though. :)
hope he has tried the mc spicy double!
