just when ii thought life proceeding onto a smoother track
it screw up, so let's end it
*restructured*
ii thought life was going onto a slower pace, less chaotic
apparently, ii'm wrong, so wrong
ii thought we could talk properly, nicely
apparently, ii'm wrong, so wrong
this is my life
ii've no obligations to report to anyone, AT ALL.
And ii fucking hate to quarrel, esp during EXAMS!
Just as ii thought it'll be different this time,
ii'm wrong, so fucking wrong.
"your private matter, i wont ask much, ii wont go look into it either.
Because after all, ii think being able to talk to you nicely w/o quarrel,
it's the best thing ii could ever get. .. .." - 22nd nov, 6.21pm
this is the message ii received, and naively believed.
And ii thought finally, life wont be that wrong for me.
but ii'm wrong, so wrong.
if this is the way, & quarrel gotta exist
ii give up, the entire "relationship"
ii hate quarrels
ii rather be unhappy each & everyday than to lead a life of arguements
ii'm not piss, just hurt.
you never know how it hurts to just hang up liddat
esp when ii thought things are going pretty fine.
ii wont allow myself to be soft-hearted again.
afterall, should this continue,
both end up getting hurt, still.
enough is enough.
ii'm in absolutely zero mood to study already. fuck.
statistics - 1.5 more chapters to go. :D
accounts - 2 more chapters to go :D
actions speaks louder than words.
ii hope this time round, dere's actions..
