if this is the final disappointment ii'll receive
ii'll take this disappointment & leave..
ii never thought you would lie to me. never is the word.
ii trusted every word that you say, and at the end of the day, this happens.
you told me you were going for practice for your basic theory test and RTT (section 5 to section 8, which will end at about 11pm) , so that you're better prepared on monday for the test.
ii accept.
you told me you didnt wanna meet me cux you wont wanna throw me alone when you go for your practice.
ii accept.
you told me that you arent meeting her, that she's coming down all the way to wait for you.
ii've nothing to say.
And the truth is you didnt go for ANY practice at all. And wad's the most logical reason behind it?
you fucking went out with her and lied to me.
ii got home & showered. And thought could check out what time session 8 ends through your bbdc account so that ii can give you a call.
And?
first, session 8 ends 14:55, which is 2.55pm, and you just freaking wake up at that time. And session 5 begins at 11:35. wad the fuck is this?
my curiosity will never stop dere. moving on, ii went to check your training and test history.
And your booking statement.
And there is zero record that you have fucking book anything on 2nd of november 2008.
And you tell me you went for pactise.
JOKE OF THE DAY.
disappointment. And you've got the guts to say ii disappoint you by earsing our pictures on friendster. fuck you lahs.
now ii know how much ii matter to you. you lied to me because of her, to celebrate the one month anniversary. the fact is you lied to me, for her. dun claim that you love me, that ii mean everything to you. stop telling me you love me, you miss me and everything feels so empty.
DAT'S UTTER RUBBISH.
LOVE? rubbish. this disappointment, ii hope it's the final one.
ii take & accept it & leave.
when you're reading this, ii wont know when it'll be. ii hope ii've the courage to stop picking up your calls and replying your messages.
leave me alone. stop adding misery to my life.
ii'm just a 18-year-old.
ii'll lead my life from now on. ii wont need your presence to add colours to my life.
love, will be just a word, bury somewhere in my heart, & behind my mind.
all the best.
ii choose to leave..