it's time say goodbye..


friday, 14th sept.
gems lesson was cool, relaxing & quite slack.
no more sarah pallin, no more obama. no more hitler.
only cold war w/ stalin, & kennedy..
there were zero chair that day, so we all sat on the floor, and ii felt that we were all closer to one another in a way. got into our own groups for project. this time round, not w/ friends, but rather strangers. camwhore a bit during break, w/ mr. junkiat as our photographer. a pity ii'm in a different group w/ him. fun guy to be around. :)

-natasha & me--junkiat & me-

-the five of us-

ii cant rmb all the names, but it includes jolyn, natasha, me & peizhi :)

shuan came to pick me after school to stella's place for mahjong. And TADAH, we quarrelled. shall not talk 'bout it.


today. super long day. longer than usual. damn long.
everything finally ended. it's time, really time ii let go. there isnt point holding on.
ii should be angry, yet ii'm not at all. ii put ZERO blame on you.
ii'll take everything, all the blame. my fault. yes, it is.
ii'll never blame you, for all that you have done.
whatever that happen, ii wont bring it up here. ii'll put it behind.
it's a trauma.
ii'm fine, ii guess ii'll be.
leading my life from now on.


go home & den dere is no one at home. didnt bring keys out. so ii went out again.
dad's screaming at me, for no whatever reason (at least ii dunno wad).
now ii'm here blogging.
thank you sarah, for everything. listen to me whine & all.
thank you shaun for everything, for lettin me cry & addressing my wound.
thank you y'all.
when dere's y'all around, everything still feel right, in place.

now that ii'm alone, ii'm lost again.
been hiding in my room.
tears are swelling up again.
ii dont wanna think so much, please, let me be..

jiayou. to you & me. :):)